12:27 AM. Wednesday, June 03, 2009

1. I'm making a little more effort than I did in my schoolwork. But I keep giving in to my flesh, I get distracted and tempted too easily, by my computer, teevee, beloved gadgets, and my crazy addiction in making lists. (that's why i <3 listography) You can't believe how uneasy I get when I feel that I'm outta control of my own life. No I am not a control freak. Really. Self-control swee, self-control and study, it all starts with a 's'.

2. I'm starting to love spending time with myself more nowadays. Maybe it's due to the busy fast-paced life I've been leading ever since poly life started, I hardly have the time to stop and just watch the world passed by me. I miss doing that, although people might think that it's better to be moving with the world, than wasting time stopping and just watch, it doesn't matter. I simply want to plug in my ipod, get addicted by Lykke Li's album, walking by the path seeing people doing the same, that makes me smile.

3. What used to matter, that I used to make such a big fuss over, hardly matters to me now. Come to think of it, I was so silly back then. I guess.. I've grown, for real this time. I can really let it go, even though it happened again, I dropped it. So proud of myself. It's time I put away my childish ways. (that doesn't mean I'm giving up on the fairytales and happily-ever-afters, jason), because I don't want to stop believing in love. So afraid I will before I've had a go with it.

4. I miss spending time with G, going crazy over nonsense and stupid questions.

5. Not used living with this amount of fats on me, they are kind of in the way, literally. I need to lose fats, not because of what people say, but I don't feel comfortable with something blocking my movement. Haha I sound like I'm the size of a sumo-wrestler.

6. ONENOTE ROCKS. I have alot of random thoughts during random time of days. When I'm out, I'll scribble them down on my phone, but when I'm with my laptop, I'll put them down in ONENOTE. & it simply rocks! Haha.

7. I have to STOP taking cabs, SERIOUSLY.



hands down, I'm too proud for love
but how we move from A to B, it can't be up to me
I'm a little bit, little bit, a little bit in love with you.
but only if you're a little bit, little bit, little bit in lo-lo-lo-lo-love with me.

1 Comments:

Anonymous G said...

Omg I miss you tooooooo. And 7. I agree, I need to control my cab-taking habit too. Hahahaha

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