1:40 PM. Thursday, December 31, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE (in 10hours)!!

Woke up feeling so refreshed. Had the sweetest dream ever!!! Well from the dreams I can remember of course. :) :) Today's gonna be so so so awesome. I just know. Spread the love people! <33



10:20 PM. Sunday, December 27, 2009

Binge eating disorder (BED), is a mental disorder in which a subject shows the following symptoms:

  • Periodically does not exercise control over consumption of food.
  • Eats an unusually large amount of food at one time—more than a normal person would eat in the same amount of time.
  • Eats much more quickly during binge episodes than during normal eating episodes.
  • Eats until physically uncomfortable and physically feels like they're on the verge of throwing up due to the amount of food just consumed.
  • Eats when depressed, sad, or bored.
  • Eats large amounts of food even when not really hungry.
  • Feels disgusted, depressed, or guilty after binge eating.
People who are obese and have binge eating disorder often became overweight at a younger age than those without the disorder. They might also lose and gain back weight more often, or be paranoid about gaining weight.

The trigger point can be emotion such as happiness, anger, sadness or boredom. Impulsive behavior and certain other emotional problems can be more common in people with binge eating disorder. However, many people also claim that bingeing occurs regardless of their mood.

Binge eating is associated with perfectionism.

People who are not overweight should avoid dieting because it sometimes makes their binge eating worse. Dieting here means skipping meals, not eating enough food each day, or avoiding certain kinds of food, such as carbohydrates or fats.

They also may lose less weight than other people, and may regain weight more quickly due to a slowing of the metabolism. Dieting is usually not successful for those with BED, as they will usually gain back all of the weight lost, and sometimes more. Those with BED have more difficulty adhering to traditional weight-loss treatment. (WTH SRSLY?!?!)

this is some screwed-up shit.


3:28 PM. Saturday, December 19, 2009

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IS FINALLY HERE!!! 3WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS! It’s a happy holiday! :)

Can’t wait for christmas shopping, house parties (Lex I’m so psyched for this year’s cause you convinced me about your crazzzzy runaway, well.. I’ve decided, I’M WITH YOU!), christmas baking, family dinner with turkey & toasted marshmallows. It’s gonna be lovely. :)



5:36 PM. Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I really hate this. All of these. To avoid him as though I'm the one that shouldn't be seeing him, people making excuses for me so we won't meet. I mean whatever really, but it's getting pretty annoying. It's not about whose fault, it never was for me. I just want to live my normal life, meet my friends like a normal person would, go chillout with my friends like a normal person would. Why should I be the one making the excuses, stupid dumb excuses like oh I have to study, I have family dinner? I'm sick of lying and hiding. Why can't I say "Oh I can't be there cause he's going to be there too, &I don't even know why we can't co-exist. Cause people assume that it's a better idea that we won't meet, but let me tell you the truth. I would loveeeee to meet him in person, eat drink look gorgeous and laugh in his face. Cause this is my fucking normal life. Get it? This is my life. If it's anyone to get out, it's him, not me. Now go live your own normal happy life, cause it ain't for me." Yes go ahead, just breathe and walk. That's all you have to do to mess someone up.


5:08 PM.



12:13 AM. Monday, December 14, 2009

ASHLEY

a bad ass motherfucker who who won't take no shit off of nobody

A fly, crazy, fresh, princess, ditzy, beautiful, gangster, barbie, diva, fun, irritating, badass, playertastic, indescribable; young lady who always looks her best.
not many can handle her.
someone who is talked about; on a regular basis. but doesnt give a fuckkk.
someone who knows what she deserves and won't settle for anything less.
She just floats with ease, and never struggles with anything she does.
She must always meet the expectations and live up to her rightful name of the awesomest person everyone knows.

a girl who is so bored that she searches her name on urban dictionary and is now reading this and thinking, "what the fuck."

A person that likes to randomly get pissed at you for no reason.

Awsome, great, loyal, amzing person. Has lots of passion there for knows how to treat people. They are romantic, and nice. They can be flirts, but not mean wrong they consume the people around them with there bright energize and smile.

short, funny, amazing, sweet girl wh would never let you down. she cares for alot of people, but once she thinks she has found the right man, she wont settle for less than he is. never turn down a chance with an ashley. you'll regret it in the long run. ashleys are different from most girls. they are the girls you spend alot of time wondering if you love them. they are the confusing girls. and ashley's cannot wait forever. take a chance to love one, you wont regret it.

hardcore drinker

Ashley is a crazy one. she loves long walks on the beach, lemonade. and partying...


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1:06 AM. Sunday, December 13, 2009



2:17 PM. Tuesday, December 08, 2009




Makes me strangely poppish, I don't even know what that means. I hate myself, I hate how I look, I hate my character, I hate everything around me, I hate the world. I love you.


12:23 AM. Saturday, December 05, 2009

I can't tell a soul, I can't say a word. Okay I will protect him.. but who's going to protect me? Who ever asked whether I was okay. Yes I know I'll be fine, but who's caring? Not that I need someone, but the fact that, I was the one being used & taken advantage of, yet cause he's the straying one, he's naturally more important. I understand. But I could use some love yknow. Of course, there's always God, &he's always enough. *sigh*


Oh! precious is the flow
That makes me white as snow;
No other fount I know,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

This is all my hope and peace,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus;
This is all my righteousness,
Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

Glory! Glory! This I sing
Nothing but the blood of Jesus,
All my praise for this I bring
Nothing but the blood of Jesus


“I’m here to comfort you, love you, care for you. I’ll always have your back. I’m here remember. Keep moving, don’t let negative thoughts get to you.”



2:22 PM. Thursday, December 03, 2009


More than the fancy gifts
More than the huge christmas sock
More than the beautiful lightings & love-in-the-air
More than my favourite mistletoe underneath the tree
More than the perfect mate on Christmas eve

More than the depths of my love

Christmas.. you.


12:28 AM.

Sometimes, we just have to come before him. With a child-like heart, pure and clean, sitting at His feet. That's all I want. That's all I ever need. Position, pride, fame, wealth, does it really honestly matter in the end? I really hope this gets to you too. Yes you.

Mark 10:15
I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it.

A childlike faith, childlike giving.



9:49 PM. Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I've tried to send
My informations' just not going in
Burnin' bridges, shore to shore
I'll break away from something more
I'm not to, not to love until it's cheap
Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

This time baby I'll be bulletproof.
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lovebites!
just a photograph in a history book;
and I believe she had a voice and name.


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