She's gorgeous, &thats just great. She makes me not wanna eat at all for 2weeks. Screw this, I'm not going to eat anything bigger portion than 2slices of bread everyday for the next 2 weeks. Srsly contorl control.
sometimes I hate myself & my body issues, but I really can't help it.
Thanks peeps for a wonderful 18th bday. Constant vibration at my butt as 100plus messages come in at 12 midnight, chocolate fondant, souffle & ice cream surprise, wish upon a shot of butterscotch, free drinks, surprises, picnic with awesome food, got myself something significant for 18, harry's @chijmes wasn't available, but still great.
I guess it's kind of a need to publish a post about my upcoming 18th bday, & of course my wishlist.
Turning 18 soon, not something I'm particularly excited about. People asking me what am I going to do when I turn 18, Club? Not hyped up. Driving? I have to. Smoke? I will never.
So you see, nothing much to look forward to.
If you're thinking of getting me somthing, I'd prefer CASH(ALOT of $$$) or vouchers hehe.
My desperate need for shopping is pricking through my soul, I'm deprived from the material world for too long. Too long.