"Maybe it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is… just moving on.

Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope."


Need time for books, new songs, meeting up my love ones, less worries.
I conclude, after next monday, my free period starts till after cny.
Can't wait to do ALLLL kinds of craziness then.
Give me strength till then.

Cut down on lateness &vulgarities hun.

Tonight’s the night night
Let’s live it up
I got my money
Let’s spend it up

Go out and smash it
like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Let’s get get OFF

I know that we’ll have a ball
if we get down
and go out
and just loose it all

I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
and loosing all control

Fill up my cup
Mazal tov
Look at her dancing
just take it off

Lets paint the town
We’ll shut it down
Let’s burn the roof
and then we’ll do it again

Lets Do it (x3)
and live it up

Here we come
here we go
we gotta rock

Easy come
easy go
now we on top

Feel the shot
body rock
Rock it don’t stop

Round and round
up and down
around the clock

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday
Friday, Saturday, Saturday and Sunday

we keep keep keep keep on going
we know what we say
party everyday
party everyday

WOOOHOOOOO.
3 parties in one night.
East, West, Central. All over Singapore in one night.
Havoccccc. ;)

(Remember when you're paying for GST, you're paying for someone's clubbing needs ;) )

The power of photoshop.

Even Jessica Alba wasn't perfect enough for them. It's magazines like that that makes people think that there are perfection out there. Look at how they slimmed down their arms, and thighs, not a single ounce of fat on the waist and hip. It's insane.



Why so perfect!

I hate how I can't do a diet for more than 1 day.
&I always get miraculously skinny even when I eat alot, and then gain it all back when I start watching my diet. It's ridiculous. So does that mean I should stop watching my diet and I will lose it miraculously? It happens all the freaking time!

I'm gonna get those back. Those scrawny tiny stuff..

Damnnnnn I'm not gonna lie I'm so freaking jealous. Freaking effing jealous :( :(
Envy envy envy.

I should just go to bed.
Yea I should just go to bed.
&maybe miraculously it'd turn out straight.


Edit -
That's it man.
That's it.
Done with all this self-pity.
I'm gonna do this &I WILL EFFING SUCCEED OKAY!

Crap it's gonna be tough.

I honestly think this is so freaking sweet. (even if I don't like her that much)

Food I'm DYING to taste

Burger
Zigzag Fries
Quesadillas
Strawberry Shortcake
Aglio Olio Linguine
Baked Rice
Chili Crab w/Fried Mantou
Banana Pancakes w/Honey
Chocolate Fondue
Butter Cupcakes
Cinnamon Pretzel
Indonesian Food
Tasty Juicy Beef Steak
Dry Beef Hor Fan
Fried Rice
Crepes
Cream Puffs
Chicken Mushroom Pie
Fried Carrot Cake
Fried Oysters
Dim Sum
Peanutbutter Banana Toast
Thai Food
Bak Kut Teh
Scrambled Egg, Half-Boiled Egg
Egg Benedict
Proper Meal
Wanton Noodles
PIZZA PIZZA
Cinnamon ROLLSS
Sambal Stingray
Roti Prata
Ayam Penyat
Javanese Cuisine
Yam Paste
San Lou Hor Fan
Curry Fried Fish
Butter Pork Ribs
Duck Confit
Foie Gras
Seafood Paella
Roasted Meat


My cravings are back!!!
Should I or should I not care about eating healthy?
AHHHHHH.

Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads no where,
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there.
Should i give up
Or should i just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere.

It's just like the rollercoaster ride I've taken for the first time, back when I was 10. People understand, they've experienced it. Future's tough to look at, disappointments will always come. Make me believe in you again, make me believe again. Some always say, don't look too far, don't dream too big, don't be so ambitious, sometimes whatever you wish for might turn out totally wrong. Thats where fear kicks in.

Faith has always been a word or an invisible gesture, usually easier said than done.
Already an 18 year old, makes me think about my future more than ever. Can I get the life I wish for? What's my career going to be like? Will I ever get to meet the love of my life? Do I really want to stick to what fate has instored, or I'd say this is my life, I'm going to take control over it (&of course God's involved).


Simplicity has always been my favourite.

HAVE TO WATCH. The cast <3

This is the last post &last time I'm going to mention about my insecurity of my body, and my weight.

Time to build on my self-image already.

Seriously I don't think I'm fat, I just simply prefer to be slighty skinnier, lose a few pounds, &shed a little fat here and there. If you have a problem with me being fat, just keep it to yourself, or spread around like "oh swee's damn fat." I don't care, just don't tell me. Honestly, I don't think I'm anywhere near fat. I wear a size 4, & I can fit into a size 2. &my current weight is 46kg. Even at my fattest point of time, I only weigh 48kg. That is my heaviest in my entire life. How's that for fat? &I'm losing not for anyone, it's for myself. Don't for a second think that I'm giving in to peer pressure, or like changing just to please everyone, NO. I'm doing this for myself, and only myself.

Peace out.

Feeling lethargic.
Have to start studying soon.
Say.. 12?

BBQ Party tonight! Can't wait :)

Typical menu?
I don’t eat any red meat. I was a vegetarian for about a year, and then I incorporated fish back into my diet. And I eat a little bit of chicken occasionally, for protein, but I eat a lot of vegetables. I’m pretty much vegetarian, aside from when I do eat fish or chicken. And a lot of fruit—I eat pretty healthily. My mom raised me to eat pretty well. I never really got into junk food. But once in a while I do splurge, though.

What do you snack on to stay energized on set?
I eat a lot of apples and peanut butter. The other one isn’t super healthy: I dip animal crackers in water. Call it gross but that was my comfort food growing up.

So gonna try this.

Libra

Ruler: Venus, the planet of love, elegance, and timeless beauty
Your gifts: radiant optimism, peacekeeping, advanced social skills
Your issues: conflict avoidance, obsession over details, superficiality
Your saving grace: your innate sense of justice
Your path: to usher forth the spirit of universal love and harmony
Your fashion inspiration: Valentino, Chanel

Is there somebody who still believes in love?
I know you’re out there
There’s got to be somebody
I search around the world
But I can’t seem to find
Somebody to love

Which is more me?

Chanel Coco Mademoiselle


Burberry the Beat


Miss Dior Cherie


Chanel N°5 (loveee this commercial!)


Marc Jacobs Daisy (Guess this is a tad too nature for me)


Can't find the Gucci one that I'm using currently.
I'm never the Issey Miyake or Kenzo kinda girl. Too girly, too sweet, too kind. ;)

Blogging on the first day of 2010.
(edited, third time)

I decided I wouln't bother doing the reflection on 2009, cause it'd be way too long and whiny. Lets just say 2009 passed by in a blink, faster than any other year. But I have a strong hunch that 2010 is gonna be an awesome year. I don't even know why I feel that way, ever since 2days before new year eve, it just felt.. different. I know you are thinking I'm just being an optimist. But this time, it's not just about being positive. It's a sign I will say. :)

Thankyou for wonderful friendships forged, even if it's just an acquaintance, it's all good. Sorry for all the hearts I've broken and mistakes I've made. We all learn. New year, new mistakes, new improvements.

Have to do my new year resolutions soon tho, hopefully with my bestf (AHEM).

Countdown last night. Gosh it was hectic, hella of fun, carrying around 79kg's no joke. I know people have a saying, new year new things. But.. haha there were pretty much alot of surprises last night. No idea whether it's the good kind of surprise or whatsoever. Well time will tell. Till then.

P.S. my night was so hectic I didn't even get the chance to text everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! So all wishes to you peeps out there. Will always love ya :)

<3