Insomnia.
I counted sheeps, dogs, boys, didn't work out. Forming a rhythm with the ticking of clocks, counting the number of cars going by, picking up the slightest wave of sound, it's like watching stomp live. Trying to get rid of all the distraction, not easy. Trust me, it's extremely annoying.
I couldn't take it anymore, got out of my bed, dragged my blanket across the floor and settled on the couch. Suite Life of Zack & Cody was on, it's kind of sad to be the fatter twin. Finally I fell asleep at six.


Turning and tossing on the bed, I started thinking, alot. Which is.. bad.


"You know you can entrust yourself to me, you'd be in safe hands. Cause you know I love you more than anyone else would."
Have people actually wondered, maybe that's exactly what I don't want, or rather, afraid of.


Damn, I have been posting quite often nowadays. Which is also.. bad. Cause this means that I'm thinking, alot.


Maybe I have held on to this longer than I should have.
Is it because I'm that gullible, or I can easily be taken for granted of.
I'm sorry for myself for trusting people too easily.
Am I wrong to stay on?




I should focus less on people, and take a step back,
to look at the bigger picture that I haven't seen.


I'd rather have roses on my table than diamonds on my neck.

as I questioned your existence..


you may say it's not a typical relationship, we roll that way.
but I do not agree.
I apologise for my need to fulfil the basic foundation of this relationship.
and you'd tell me, I'd try to make it work.

it's never going to, unless you start acting like one that I need.


as I meet my insecurities.

In a town
where I lost every shirt on the fence
Don't you know
I am bleeding a trail through the lens

- The New Pornographers "Sing Me Spanish Techno"


my nose's breaking.

I am thinking of you tonight.
Or maybe every now and then. Though, my mind refuse to let you in, my heart pounds harder with the thought of you.
Ignore my materialictic love for leatherbagleatherstrappyheelsleatherjacketoversizedtops, and a teeny bit of superficialness in every human being.
mmhm, it all makes sense.


give it over alexandra wang.

Isabella: Whatcha do-in'?


my guilty pleasure :)

My fortune cookie says "Expect the worst". Oh dear..

Alright, alright, I made that up, but my fortune cookie says "Be prepared for a hectic week ahead", I already knew that, but it has nothing to do with my results that's coming in the form of a death text in less than 2hours. God, bless me with great results? Please..?




Breakfast @Riders Cafe soon.. Watching horsies galloping freely on the greens, enjoying breakfast in a serene environment amidst the lush greeneries, nothing beats this. Blueberry pancakes FTW.



The perfect morning, waking up next to the one you love.
Those in agreement say "aye".

Waking up, hearing the cars speeding on the wet ground, still raining heavily out there; almost perfect, except for my weird feeling stomach. Sat down infront of the tv, started watching Totally Spies, while waiting for my retarded biatch to call. Went to cousin's to pick up my family's favourite, Canon (Nikon FTW), hoping the rain would go away. Cabbed down to G's area, and we started grabbing stuff from Cold Storage.




We did our picnic in some field that's surrounded by HDBs. Quite an amusing sight. Started laying out the mats, the wind was so strong, we could feel one or two drops of rain on us now and then. I couldn't care less, but my super paranoid and pessimistic friend, made such a fuss about it.

Alright the sky was kinda dark.. but still.








Thumbs up for nachos&pasta sauce with sparkling juice. We should get bananas next time.






MIMOSA.

DAMN!

"as soon as fashion is universal, it is out of date"

This whole routine is getting old
So am I and so are you
My reputation lets me know I can do whatever I want to
Though it seems that you believe you can do whatever it is you please
Not before, not before you wind up on your knees
- "Pen and Paper" RJA

the perfect reason to stay out,is in.
(not to mention the cool~ outfits)

I love you G. I love you a million yellow M&Ms =)
and dont be bothered by what those bitches (yknow this costs me a tick right) say and stuff. just do what you think is right.
as you say.. "Gloria you rock my awesome socks!"


and you're always as hot as ever kay. NOT fat. teehee.

Urgh. Got pissed with painting my nails.
Lovely weather today. Stay-in, ordered a pizza, rented some chick flicks, and I teared :(
L came over with hot chocolate, and we talked. About stuff. Stuff. Haha.


Sometimes I think I do have a little low self-esteem. Especially when, you know.
I'm always second best. Hmph.



I can hear it in your voice, you care
Let me run my fingers through your hair
I'll keep you company at night
And baby I'm here to make this right

I'd probably get myself a hot chocolate with mini marshmellows, and sonalla, then settle down with my diary that I've left aside for.. 3days? Sounds good. Time to pen my thoughts down.

The wait till the seventeenth is killing me, second by second. Hmph.. tell me now already, would you darling.

Shallowness, define that for me, in your form of language.

I should probably stop sleeping at 3am daily too.