8:26 PM. Saturday, February 28, 2009
Because it's not love
But it's still a feeling
No it's not love
But my body's reeling
To move closer next to you
friday I'm in love =)

1:20 AM. Monday, February 23, 2009
In less than 18hours it will be the end to Year 1. Meaning, right now I still have to put all my energy and concentration on JAVA. A lil' fear, a tipsy feeling of stress; guess it's good. Waking up at 9 to continue what I'm leaving on my desk now. A pile of magazine waiting for me to cut out those gorgeous pictures, piggy bank waiting to be filled, the rest pretty much shouts JAVA. As much the love I have for JAVA, my faith's running out.
6 weeks. I don't really want a transfer of change in the clique. Hoping, and still hoping. Fear for 2nd year. *shiver*
Last day of Year 1. No more loooooong tedious rides to school. Will miss mornings @starbucks though.
4:33 PM. Sunday, February 22, 2009
Fucking judgemental world.
I'm the clown played in my world.
2:31 PM. Thursday, February 19, 2009
but she's always avoiding falling in loveyes, it's due to a life of private affair
12:30 AM.
Pitta-Plata. Flutterting hearts don't come, please.
1:20 AM. Wednesday, February 18, 2009
If there's a way to put someone into prison for committing too many immoral sins, I would be in jail by now. Damn it God, oh yknow adrenaline was pumping, my left heart contracted and right heart gave way, and it went the other way. Is there gonna be a hall of shame in heaven?
Numb to sin, that I hardly feel the sense of guilt.
1:02 AM. Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Spending the day, drawing bubbles in the air.
Sleek glasses, polished lense, and the perfect black ink onto paper. People talk to people about people, and people talk to people about people. Catch the flow..
out to spoil my hair
7:09 PM. Monday, February 16, 2009
my bitch is sucha slut and she just said "walao", sounded like a toad.
2:14 AM.
Bringing myself to this stage once again, as though the first and second regret wasn't enough to live for. "you should have known better", he would say.
2:27 AM. Sunday, February 15, 2009
Feeling the love in the air~~ like.. nvm. hahaha.
Envy over the avenue-ers. Srsly, DAMN!
Dead serious, it's my destiny, it shall come true.
My parents.. Awww. =)
Thanks G. I less than 3 you too.
HAPPY 21st BEN! The weird and undying laughter of yours.
6:40 PM. Saturday, February 14, 2009
Even if it's on a Valentine's. I'm not afraid to say,
Jesus, you're more than I deserve.
Just as I am, without one plea.
Your love rescued me.
6:06 PM. Wednesday, February 11, 2009
6dollars worth, a page of vulgarities. Putting your heart where your mouth is, smart choice you think. What do I do when you willingly stepped into the pit, mind you, that pit wasn't meant for you. Get out, and no I can't play it your way. I think what they say is right. If this is what good deed brought me to, fuck doing good. I'm getting closer, closer to closure. I'm not fifteen, where I fell for fugs.
Looks like someone made a wrong move. Obviously forgetting, Gender - female.
12:51 AM.
I'd always prefer..
later than sooner.
1:11 AM. Saturday, February 07, 2009
"That original feeling never went away
That's why I'm standing here today
So many ups and downs and nothing's changed
That's why I know I'm here to stay
Yours is the kind of love
Makes nothing else feel good enough
And I'm never gonna give you up"
ily =)
12:59 AM.
"Wish that I could step away and breathe
This world's trying to swallow me
Clear away the clouds inside my head
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends, got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there's so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy"
it doesn't matter cupcake.
Signing Off,
Lex =)
11:03 PM. Wednesday, February 04, 2009
I can't, and I won't. It's not what I want. I call the shots.
I need someone who is a player, a oh-so-goodlooking player. (not some Korean dramas gentleman kind) With a tad more edge, class and EQ. Who would stay with me throughout the night, singing The Cab to me, and not some cheena song. Becasue that's what I want. And you're
not, nothing near that. Well.. guess I have to be the bitch afterall.
get me? you don't have to. :)
1:08 AM. Sunday, February 01, 2009
Finally I can sleep on my bed, without sharing it, and having to wear my bra and shorts. Feels like home now.. Just 32hours more. Till the end of my misery. 60hours more till I can literally throw away those swings and celebrate!
Moulin Rouge awesomeeeeness drains my stress away.
Miss mornings @cityhall *$ =(
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
lovebites!
just a photograph in a history book;
and I believe she had a voice and name.
hello
where the love is
thankyou