When love is unpredictable.
When that someone that stumbles into your life, is more than a 'someone'.
When life used to be a bed of roses and is not so anymore with 'someone', that's when you know that someone is special.

I can't be any less thankful ♥



Falling sick during cny period.. AGAIN.
Post more tomorrow, goodnight lovelies (:

Getting boreder by the minute.

Blessings are starting to pour in even before cny, seems like I am having a good round at the finance side this month. Just when my spending account is left with $12, I got a letter saying I received a $1000 (which I have to split with my mom tsk)! Now I don't have to be cut off from my daily needs (like starbucks and froyo). Hehee.

Supposed to be rushing out my project now but got distracted by tumblr. Typical swee behavior. Was just looking at the view outside, I love how the higher flats are at the other side so we can get a good view of the sky and random flying birds. There are always unique color birds around this area. This is how it looks from his window.

It's not that dark, my bb's camera is simply horrible. There's this space outside his new room where we're going to convert into our mini garden. A few chairs and a table, so we can climb out and watch the stars at night and have breakfast there in the morning. Although it's going to be really weird cause everyone around the estate will be able to see us and his neighbor's window is just right beside. He says he's gonna stick newspaper on his neighbor's window at night hahaha.





♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ !!!!

"Everybody is a genius. But, if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will spend its whole life believing that it is stupid."

Albert Einstein

Was cleaning my makeup brushes, and decided to take out all my makeup. I always say I don't use much makeup, but when I take all of them out, I realized I do own a few. I hardly use them though, only concealer for my dark rings.

Have been stepping into sephora these days cause of cny, and there's a million things I want to buy. But I really do not understand why makeup are so expansive. Oh, BOTH of my lipsticks melted, I am clueless! Does anyone know why? I don't put them under the heat or whatsoever.

Bobbi Brown or Amazing Cosmetics concealer?
Stick to my DIOR lipstick or try Chanel?
Buy the NARS blusher I always wanted or stick to this 2 I have?

Mmm..

I think it's time I explore the makeup area.

This.
Or just because I'm feeling really tired right now.

I'm actually the mature one in this. I surprise myself sometimes. Never knew anyone reads this space. Looks like it just got a lot more interesting (:

Woke up to lovely healthy breakfast - mushroom soup, tuna chunks fried with tons of garlic (Y), scrambled eggs and toasts with loads of butter, and the sillydog wagging its tail at me. Feeling much better after meds and massage from the masseuse last night; which leave me with spots of blood clots on my back. I have never felt so free for god remembers when, but will probably be back feeling that way at the end of next week rushing to meet the deadlines.

We don't need a big company, just the closest people around. I love you all my girlfs and my brothers that treat me like a brother. And of course you, and only you.

Can't live life without haters. Better to be talked about than not uh (:

When you are just a human, you want to be extraordinary. Then you would want to be the hero, the superman, the savior, and when you get everything, you realized you are just trying to be like God.
How is being human, ever enough.
Why can't being a human be, enough.

Wallet Dilemma.

DREAM BAG!

I think my CNY shopping craze is starting to kick in now. Which I guess is a good thing. A way to kickstart your shopping-demon in you - Shaun Lee. I spent up to $200 everytime I'm out with him.

I AM A FASHIONFASTFORWARD MEMBER NOW!

I don't know why I'm so excited but yay! I have spent up to $300 a week but never $150 in a single receipt.

Still haven't bought anything cny-worthy. CNY shopping with my baby tmr :)





Why they so perrrrfect :(
Maybe they don't eat chips and mini choc fingers for breakfast.

My breakfast

I am so unhealthy. Bleah.

Sometimes I feel that that's all to life. But I know there's a greater purpose.. Which I don't remember.



I hate period time. Gorging myself endlessly with chocolate, that's all I do.
Period makes me fat.
Period.

Feeling this way now. Exhausted. Tired. Sickly. Lack of rest. Losing Blood.
Wondering when will this school thing end. Two more weeks for project, revision tutorials for exams and some tests before cny break and presentation week. Oh God how I wish all these will pass smoothly.


"You need to have a little faith, not everyone you love is going to leave you."
The Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants 2

"Everytime I look at you, I feel better. It shocks me, it knocks my wind out, but it’s true. I don’t have to have sex with you, I’d be happy just to look at you from across the room. And even that, anything, any piece of you, and hopefully all of you, that’d be the best thing because I love you."

(:

Someone get me a bottle!

Yes I wanna leave my prints all over there.






HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY N!!!!
Hope you enjoy your day! <3

I wish I were wealthy and can give everything I have in mind for you too okay.


I'm just not blessed enough to be given that life. Ask God alright.


It's not like I wouldn't want my dream Prada wallet, my dream Prada bag, that Givenchy handbag, that Moschino belt, that Tiffany&Co watch, my dream house, my dream car, my dream life. I also wanna go to Paris, New York, Rome, Vegas, California, the whole of America and Europe, Africa, Bali, Dubai, Egypt, Isreal, Japan and the rest of this fucking beautiful world, you should see my bucket list. I know I say all that about being successful and earning my own bucks, but when I really think about it, no, I just want to be a little woman and have a man support me.


You think I don't dream of that every single moment of my pathetic life? Just pulling through months here. I just have enough to live a more than a comfortable life. Yes it's not enough, but it just doesn't work that way in life. I can just pray and hope and work hard.


Fuck I hate myself.


It was all a misunderstanding. Sorry I misunderstood you :)

At some point during almost every romantic comedy, the female lead suddenly trips and falls, stumbling helplessly over something ridiculous like a leaf, and then some Matthew McConaughey type either whips around the corner just in the nick of time to save her or is clumsily pulled down along with her. That event predictably leads to the magical moment of their first kiss. Please. I fall ALL the time. You know who comes and gets me? The bouncer.

Chelsea Handler; My Horizontal Life: A Collection of One-Night Stands

"I wonder if ever I will be a bride with a white lace gown.

Standing in front of everyone, looking beautiful.

Because someone loves me, that much."

I can't freaking wait to get out of school. Seriously poly is a million times worse off than secondary/primary school. Maybe it's just the people in there that's different. Two more months, I guess time flies right, please all just pray for me to end this poly life smoothly. It's killing me. I don't care how well I do, I just want to complete this and out I go.


and maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.

2010...

passed by really quickly, faster than any other years
fell in love for the first time
spent Christmas and New Year Eve's with my special one
went overseas without my family for the first time
my dad moved in
got myself a camera
went through really tough times with myself and us
got through the tough times
grew a little bit inside


THE DECEMBER HOLA!

Thanks for coming into my life in 2010! So glad to have known you woman!
I wov wou(:

The most beautiful Christmas tree!!!

Christmas eve


My Christmas presents for the boy(:

Christmas dinner @ The Disgruntled Chef

My Christmas Present!

My mom bought this only on Christmas' Eve! BEST!

I love you as your sillydilly-self, my chirpypie




2011...

Sleep early
Quit the late habit
Be healthier - exercise twice a week
Be less self-conscious of my body
Graduate from poly, gtfo of school
Get my braces out
Figure out what track I want to take for life and get into uni
Spend 2011 christmas and new year's eve with you again(:
Have my first valentine's day
Go back to church!


The lasts of 2010 and the beginning of 2011

With the girls this year! (:

Baby you're a fireworks
Come on show them what you're worth
Make them go oh oh oh

First time seeing fireworks for new year!

Nine years girls!

Tiny lobster(: ily woman.

"Put the longer one in" "HAHAHA"

So this is the new year.



I thank God for bringing you to me in 2010's new year day, we probably wouldn't have gotten together if we didn't meet each other that day. Maybe it's all planned that I'm supposed to be celebrating 2011's new year with you(: I thank you for all the moments you've brought to me in 2010, you're so dear to me, special and magical. I've learnt much from you, how to love someone, to understand and compromise my principles out of love. It is hard to commit and make sacrifices, but I guess you're the right one, cause it is easy when it comes to you.

We've come so far, and we probably have had a tougher path than many couples, but we did not give up, you did not give up. And I'm spending the rest of my life thanking you for your support and belief in me. Even when I'm constantly running away, you're always there to hold on. Hoping that I'd be spending every new year with you from now on(:

I know you check this space every now and then, so..
I love you.