o draw me, o draw me away..

I HATE MY GROUP. SCREWED TO THE CORE.

urghhhhh!

I stayed home the entire day, tried to study, obviously failed, only managed to cover one chapter. SCV is soooo distracting. Should have went for that family dinner or go chill with L or movie with Nigel&Co. Wasted. Oh I forgot to mention, I HATE STICK-THIN PEOPLE! They make me feel demoralised..

Maybe it's just me, but I still believe that even as we grow up, it doesn't mean that we have to give up on those things which made us who we are, those things we love during childhood times. In this case, the classic disney tales. It brings love, hope and joy to small little kids, and sometimes, as a teenager, that's exactly what you need to remind yourself that there's actually still happily-ever-after in this world no matter how bad things seem to be. Different perspectives..


tale as old as time
song as old as rhyme
beauty and the beast

Yeah Yeah Yeahs beating into my eardrums as I walk through the old roads I've taken before, the one by that torn-down building. "Well, it's a dull life. It's a dull life. It's a dull life. Know myself." Wonder where that vibe of daydreaming went to. It sounds so quiet in there, I don't know whether I'm referring to that building, or my poor soul.
Imagine a dreamer without dreams.. Empty. That's the word. empty. I miss my wild, insane, imaginations filled with sudden happiness. Digging deep down, beneath that shadow and layers of mask, a soft yet clear sounding wail, hoping to be heard.



she wears high heels I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
I won't be sorry even if I'll never be your kind of girl
till then..

I am lost, in between the process of growing up, and that kid who wants to stay. It's tough growing up, especially when I'm constantly drifted away to the wrong path. And then I realised.. No matter how lost I might be. I still see that pure heart, floating in that great ocean filled with unwanted faults. I discovered, it's impossible to ever lose myself completely, somehow, some part of me, always remains with him.


This is the love I have found,
and with this love I am found.





Gaspard Ulliel <3

I know your type
Boy you're dangerous
Yeah you're that guy
I'd be stupid to trust
But just one night couldn't be so wrong
You make me want to lose control

It's still a mystery.

.. for those who believe.



addicted to those quizzed on fb =/

Why satisfy for a touch when you could be made whole.

I remembered why I first walk down that aisle.
I finally found myself.