Insomnia.
I counted sheeps, dogs, boys, didn't work out. Forming a rhythm with the ticking of clocks, counting the number of cars going by, picking up the slightest wave of sound, it's like watching stomp live. Trying to get rid of all the distraction, not easy. Trust me, it's extremely annoying.
I couldn't take it anymore, got out of my bed, dragged my blanket across the floor and settled on the couch. Suite Life of Zack & Cody was on, it's kind of sad to be the fatter twin. Finally I fell asleep at six.


Turning and tossing on the bed, I started thinking, alot. Which is.. bad.


"You know you can entrust yourself to me, you'd be in safe hands. Cause you know I love you more than anyone else would."
Have people actually wondered, maybe that's exactly what I don't want, or rather, afraid of.


Damn, I have been posting quite often nowadays. Which is also.. bad. Cause this means that I'm thinking, alot.


Maybe I have held on to this longer than I should have.
Is it because I'm that gullible, or I can easily be taken for granted of.
I'm sorry for myself for trusting people too easily.
Am I wrong to stay on?




I should focus less on people, and take a step back,
to look at the bigger picture that I haven't seen.


I'd rather have roses on my table than diamonds on my neck.

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